I write down thoughts that seem valuable in the moment. I found this list in one of my journals that seems worth sharing.
I’m wondering if this is true for other women (and some men)–at a young age, I learned that saying “no” to my father was unacceptable. To feel safe, I acquiesced. This carried over into my life as a young woman, wife, mother. I was there to meet the needs of others and to deny my own. At a point in my life, I literally had to learn and practice saying no.
I was taught to feel guilty as a way to manipulate
me into saying “yes” when I wanted to say “no”
To feel safe, I said yes when I meant no
To be liked or accepted, I said yes when I meant no
The ability to say no preserves physical and mental health
It’s appropriate to say no to those things and people that are not consistent with my life values
It’s alright to say no to things that aren’t important to me
It’s alright to say no when I have something else to do
How to say an appropriate no–
“No, I won’t be able to do that.”
“No, I choose not to do that.”
“No, I’m busy.”
“No, that doesn’t interest me.”
When I decline an invitation, I don’t have to explain why
Can I say no without having to give a reason?
Consider what it is that I really want
Remember that I have a choice to say yes or no
When I say yes or no, how does it affect my physical and mental health?
I’m sure that it’s more complicated than this…the right to choose your life is no small thing. I once gave a workshop to a group of economically disadvantaged women in a college setting. The workshop was about self-nurture. Several of the participants had no sense of putting themselves first. The concept of “no” was inaccessible to them and even frightening. What would the fallout be if they dared to say no to someone, typically a man?