I live in the mountains, but I haven’t always. I spent most of my life living beside the ocean. When I moved to the mountains twenty years ago, I had very little familiarity with snow. Those first few winters, I was immersed and quickly educated on the reality of snow. “Pretty on a postcard, but practically problematic” (from a poem I wrote). Mine has been an evolving relationship with snow. At first, I found it exciting, then daunting. Beautiful and restrictive. Enchanting and unpleasant.
Today, it is welcome (though not to the point of overwhelm) and appreciated. For I understand the wisdom of snow. How it coaches us to quiet ourselves, to slow our pace, to go within. How it frosts the trees, covers the earth, seeps into the ground. How it facilitates the fruiting of trees and the flowering of plants and the impetus of underground bulbs. Is everything a metaphor? Do we make it so?
There is poetic beauty in the first light snowfall, the large unique flakes that sift like fairy feathers lit by the back porch light. That mesmerizing whirl of flakes that can put one into a trancelike state. The deep quiet that is induced when the snow is softly falling. The first waking to a snow-blanketed world, the sweet shock of it all.
Then there is the impasse that deep snow creates. The waiting for the snowplow to clear the roads. More waiting for the men to come and shovel my driveway and pathways. There is no going anywhere fast. And if you dare to walk when its icy, be sure to wear your shoe chains. Once, despite wearing shoe chains, I slipped. I was carrying a cup of coffee from the local cafe. I held that cup high in the air as I slid and fell to my knees. I did not spill one single drop of that cup of coffee.
Hot foods, soups, warm grogs, hot chocolate are appreciated more when the weather is cold and there is confining snow. Soup sipped and bread broken with friends adds to the warmth of the wood fire.
These days, the wisdom of snow supersedes everything for me. Following the last several summers of smoke and fires, I’m so grateful for the snow that soaks, saturates, nourishes the trees and the earth and every living creature. The snowmelt that feeds our springs, raises our water table. While there have been times that I desired an “easy winter,” now I’m grateful when winter behaves like winter.
Winter is a time of gestation on many levels. We aren’t meant to plunge on ahead and force growth. It is wise to slow down, integrate our experiences and be present with the slow growth of our own wisdom.
thoughts on snow from an early journal:
Today, there is finally snow! I have to say that my whole body has been waiting for the relief of snow. Something in me was holding my breath, waiting, anticipating, leaning into as if I were frozen in the form of someone about to dive, but unable to. Not until that first exhale of new snow falling–then I could breathe deeply once again. I appreciate that there’s nowhere to get to this morning. That I don’t need an excuse to stay in and cook, or paint (or if I get to it, sorting and organizing). Maybe I’ll begin writing that book that I want to write…or daydream a bit.