In the last blog, I proposed that you get your “rant” out of the way and then do the writing that you feel called to do. I also suggested that you write your rant on a piece of scratch paper and then discard it. That’s fine…
However, today as I was clearing out some papers, I came across something that I wrote in 2011. I titled it two hours a day because I vowed that, as a writer, I would write for two hours daily. What I wrote could be considered a rant, all 23 pages of it. Then, sitting down to read what I had written about, I realized that it was not a rant…it was a woman expressing grief at loss. Both of my parents had recently died six months apart after a very rocky last couple of years. The family had been seriously divided around this process with our parents. There was so much to grieve.
How could I possibly get that out of my system in five or ten minutes? I wrote about my navigation through the crevassed land of grief. This wasn’t separate from what I desired to write about. My experience of grief related to the course my writing was taking as affected by life in the “real world”.
You don’t function effectively as a “fragmented being.” To be authentic in your writing, you can’t divorce it from your life experiences. Your “real” life is part and parcel of what you can effectively write about. Even when you are writing fiction. The emotions (and even some of your edited experiences) may find their way into your fictional writing.
Consider that behind the rant or expression of an emotion is usually a value. Forget the scratch paper idea…write it in your journal…it’s the context in which you are evolving as both a human being and a writer.
Realistically, ANYTHING THAT WE EXPERIENCE is going to influence our writing, painting and other art forms.
Are you inclusive with yourself? That is, do you recognize the places where your writing, painting and life overlap?